I just checked a few of my fellow blogsfriends posts and I really must say I'm so happy I 'know' you guys !
Yesterday I was talking to JFK Jean via Twitter about me clearing my head and even though convo was short, it was a huge relief to know people want to listen.
I posted a message on my Facebook page ; recapitulated it said I needed some space...
Not that I never want to open my eyes again but the past year meant grief, troubles and death for so many of my friends and acquaintances I was puttin' myself aside in helping everyone out that I forgot to take care of me.
This weekend it became clear my body was ringing the alarm bell.
My mind and mental health are screaming for clarity.
I REALLY need some space, shallowness and good vibes.
I'm not selfish but I'm afraid I won't be able to be a comforter and a shoulder to cry on if I'm not taking this space here.
I wan't to be able to be a good person, someone that actually is doing something when people are in distress and need.
But I don't have a plug to upload myself every night...I'm afraid, I'm only human.
So I keep it light and Twitter and read your fabulous stories and me, I'm concentrating on my project.
Friday will be a final stop ; it's the funeral of somebody that was very brave.
That's the last thing I will do before I require some space.
"Ik ga er even tussenuit" what means something like I'm going on a break (a mental one)...
just to re-boot...SO keep posting those wonderful interesting, funny and hilarious blogs of yours, God knows how I need them now ! Distract me with all your convolutions of what's on your mind and what you like to share with the world !!
Meanwhile I wanna share these pics of the square in front of my house ; aren't those trees and leafs at their best ?
I love these colours, even more when the sun is playing with them...